VERTIGO

Here in crowded bus station
Fogs flying cover the sun
Busy people chasing around
With rhythm of footsteps singing for naked ear

It slowly gone away from consciousness
Suddenly soul trapped in anxious
Everything cycling around in unlimited degrees
Sound echoes, fast and explode heavy head
Pressing chest, lung racing up.

@ RWO – Blok M Terminal Jakarta April 2002

LONELY VALENTINE

Again, no friend, no special friend either
In metro big town
Just stay alone
As I walking through this street
With wonderful lamps
Everything is completely good here
Cozy place as the café I step in
And I am still feels that
I am alone here……

@ RWO – Jakarta 14 February 2002

REFLECTION

I use to look at my face in that mirror
It show my reflection that sometimes
I don’t know who is inside

And now I am still doing that
Just to make sure
Is it real me inside the mirror?

I don’t want to be another person
I don’t want to wear a mask that can fool everybody
I want to be my self
So my heart will be free
To let everybody know who is inside
And it always shows from my reflection.

@ RWO – Balikpapan Dec 2003

MILLENIUM NIGHT

Enjoying my loneliness
No celebration, no friend, no love
Waiting for New Year come

Companion by regret, disillusion, lost, lonely and sadness
All of them become one
Maybe happiness, peace, caring, safe and true love
Are very expensive to gain

I keep thinking that I am strong person
But when it comes like this, it hurt me so much
It’s useless to regretting all the whole night
There is no boundaries, circle like a gear

@ RWO – Balikpapan
31 Dec 2000 to 01 Jan 2001
Millenium Night

LITTLE BROTHER

I miss our yesterday laughing
Talked by the phone
Your smile
Spent longing
I though
I was loved you so
Not really
I just love you as my brother
Happy birthday brother


RWO – Balikpapan 02 August 1995

BLACK FOREST

Brown cream decorate
Red rose addition taste
Kisses on soft cheek come around
May your day fill in happiness
Friends wishes pure smile
I response with a piece of black forest cake
Happy Birthday

@ RWO – Balikpapan 17 September 1996

NEW YEARS 1992

My adolescent new year’s eve
Take some minutes
To remind all yesterday done
And welcome for tomorrow dreams
Pass the night until fresh morning
When everything will be like ordinary
As the days goes by naturally

@ RWO –Pulomas Jakarta, 31 December 1992
There are no special celebrated at home...

NIKE

Aku bermimpi bertemu denganmu semalam

Aku bahkan tak pernah mengenalmu sebelumnya

Sampai saat waktunya Sang Pencipta mengambilmu

Dirimu datang seperti seorang sahabat lama

Dengan senyum tercantikmu, tatapan sahabat
meninggalkanku penuh tanda tanya...

Beristirahatlah dengan tenang di sana..

RWO –Jakarta 30 March 1995
Dedicated to Nike Ardilla.
I proud of your talent and your charity.

PINK TO BLUE

Love broke up
in a day when love's word
were sending each other
nor tears, nor regret
gone without burden
love is not here perharps
forget lonely heart
and all of pink
turn to be blue.....

@RWO - Balikpapan 14 February 1997
Happy Valentine's Day