NIGHT SONG

My lovely silent room
Pleasure my weakness soul
With air conditioning rhyme
Companion by pouring rain
To catch the beauty of the night

@ RWO - Tambora 20/11/2004
Try to love my bedroom on field

EMPTY ROOM

Staring at in the silence of empty room
Regretting for sincerity, for sacrifice, for credence
This tossed from the beauty mountain of mercy
Which apart from the mild river of togetherness

The room become more silence
As if know of heart’s suffering
Whimpering, howling, crawling
Scattered around searching for an answer
Scrolling uncertain disordered rope
Muffle the furious by affection
So, ain’t afford accumulate hate

Buried in corner of darkness
Increasingly obscure, black and no light
As black a brain shed by indigo spot
Dip with desperate moan (cry)
Broken spirit in to pieces
Crawling to find a hole of ray
Where there will be space of clarity

@ RWO - Mahakam Delta, 18 November 2004

VIGOR

Slight ray, glossy white
Shocking my spirit then enlighten soul
Lean on my weakness with HIS hand of love
Remind me that HE always be with me
Watch misery, captures tears

Then I find HIS warm hands
Fold all fingers of my hands
Which angular, cold and hopeless
With unending cry, I am praying
GOD, give me strength

@ RWO - CPU-Tambora 17 November 2004

MAHAKAM MORNING

Morning smiles observe behind dawn
greeting leaves frighten away dew
which covered thicket, trees
and wriggle wide river

Sunrise luminescent
awaken daylight for routine duties
clouds scattared various measurements
chase to embrace orange sharp lines

@RWO - Mahakam Delta, 17 November 2004
On the way to my working field.
Prison around the rivers.

NOTHINGNESS

Emptiness posses a soul
Hollow out with large hunk of pain
Suddenly, I forget with my existence
Empty, darkness and faded away
Desire to leave my self

Death angel dancing with the rhyme of seduction
Compliment the suffer and smiling sneer
Waiting behind my consciousness
Maybe I will fall down to rally them
Presence my life into eternal nothingness

@ RWO - Delta Mahakam 17 November 2004

MAHAKAM

Trace a line of the river
Escort by a little wave melody
Either sound of a river craft

Gazing at the edge of light brown line
Around nipah palm march presentable
Her foot dancing along the river

Howling winds chase for destination
Again, then melody streaming with billow
Once in a while interval by seagull screams

@ RWO - Delta Mahakam 17 November 2004
Spending two weeks rotational schedule, killed the bored.
I am starting to love this place

ANGRY SUN

What is going on you sun?
Are you mad of human on earth?
Who always complains you?
Even never say thank you for your ray?

You’re anger bleeding me dry
Hot environment spread all corner
Waters fear to flow
And rain hiding behind the cloud

@ RWO - Delta Mahakam 09 November 2004
Terrible dry season in East Borneo

PAST LOVE (1st LOVE)

I met my past love last night
He was not tremble me again
Like many years gone by
Just ordinary conversation

Why can I be so absolutely fool
To fall in love with him before
Terrible, abuse and long sorrow
Annoying the beauty of the world around me

@ RWO - Balikpapan 02 November 2004
To Stevie, it's nice to keep you as a friend until now.

GLORY ANGELS

Many years gone by
Still keep sweet memories
Painting like colour of the rainbow

Gorgeous angels holding hands together
Share the laugh and dreams in everyway
Make promises would never be broken
Without fear of unpredictable upcoming

CLARA angel with her adorable smile
EARTH angel with her magnificent melody
DOUBLE angel with exquisite cherish
FLOWER angel with her blossoms rose

May the angels will be blessed with joys
With whom they love forever….

@ RWO (Flower Angel) – BPN 04 November 2004
Dedicated to Grace, Gaby and Christie
Happy anniversary GLORY ANGELS 18th (1986 - 2004)
For our nice friendship

REBELLION

Is it true that I am a hard one
Like everybody ever told
Never listen what they said
And do whatever I want
Broken all the rules

In my opinion
I am not a hard
I try to be a nice one
Admit for everybody needs
Calm in every case

Forgive me,
For not listening your advice
For not caring what you do
For not let you know
For what happen with me recently.

@ RWO – BPN November 2004
Dedicated to my oldest sister, Jenny
I love you coz you are my only one sister.

STUBBORN

You’ve been always weak
When you get in your trouble
But it seems you love your own created problem
Enjoying inside disordered strings

You forget about your nice dearest friends
Who are always treating you right from wrong
Stand by your side when you need them
Walking along together when you are lonely

@ RWO – Balikpapan 10 October 2004
Dedicated to a friend of mine, I am not the one of your good friends